So, I'm a sinner.
Wow.
I know, duh, right?
How often does my human/sinful/prideful nature slip in and let me think I'm all kinds of good? Way too often. Apparently God allows me nice little moments to remind me how desperately I need Him.
He did that this week.
I'm surprised he waited that long. Maybe I wasn't listening before. I needed to be knocked down about 22 notches. I needed to depend on Him. I needed to remember I can do nothing without him.
My heart hurts.
I'm headed back His way. :)
Maybe it will take a little longer before I need another one of those nudges. Please Lord give me the ability to stay close to you. Please Lord keep my pride in check. Please Lord. Please Lord.
He's pretty good about making sure I remember He is my Refuge and Strength.
My heart hurts, did I mention that?
Thank you Lord for my sweet husband. Thank you for blessing me with him. He loves me so well. You created an amazing man in my husband.
My heart hurts, My God is big enough to handle my hurt.
I'm most thankful for that.
